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..::Midnight's Illusion::..

I reside in a fragment of a dream from the fantasies of believers...

Created on 2006-07-02 16:59:59 (#10579262), last updated 2006-10-28

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Name:	Kitsuyo
Birthdate:	09-18
Website:	flawless-sin.livejournal.com

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I like to think that I'm a complicated soul, but in reality, there are probably a jazillion of me in the world. I preach things, and don't follow my "teachings". I'm big on complaining, and I hate sharing...I'm pretty childish and I hate losing or being wrong (though the latter happens quite often). I can't write something and be happy with it for long periods of time. Even when I try my hardest, I can't sing--and I tell everyone an excuse to redeem myself. My life is like a masqurade. When people reject me, I don't think it's me they're rejecting. I wonder, sometimes, if I'm bipolar or something to that degree. I act differently to so many different people... I hate people. They're annoying and selfish. Yet, I think I'm the most person-ish person I know. I always do that...I put myself above everyone. It's not, "What can I do to make things right?" It's, "What can I do to avoid the blame?". I'm cowardly and I fear death and age so much... I'm so scared that I won't be able to accomplish all these things that I tell myself will really happen if I try. When, in reality, the only reason I'm not successful is because I don't take anything seriously. I get mad at myself when I don't win, I hate myself a passion. But not as much as I hate you all. The world made me this way! There I go, blaming the world--blaming life. Life is an awful thing, isn't it? And yet...I love it. I love life, and those people who are close enough to me to make me care. I couldn't be any happier to be alive, breathing, and able to see all the good things it has to offer. It's made me, me. And that's why I can tolerate myself, no matter how hard it may be at times.

Oh, and it doesn't hurt to be awesome. Make that tres awesome.

See, I'm like everyone else in the world. ^_^

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anime, manga, singing, writing, yaoi

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